Blogging the experience of gameplayhttps://www.gamelog.cl/gamers/GamerPage.php?idgamer=854https://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3459As the killing progresses, the game takes moments to show flashbacks sparked by items interacted with. This seems to take the player back to the originally goal of the game, explaining the whys of this whole tragedy. The game seems to redeem itself in these flashback moments. It makes a lot of ethically responsible statements about the harms of bullying on a persons emotional stability and psyche. It reminds us that these kids were not monsters so much as they were simply mentally broken and unstable. As much as you hate the protagonists, you feel bad for them. The fact that the corpses remain does a good deal for reminding you after any battle that these were people and that they aren't coming back but they also aren't going away so you can forget them. Then a surprising thing happens. They decide it's over and time to end things. You are prompted with an option to either end it or continue killing senselessly. This struck me. I wondered if I had to kill all those people I did, if I could have just gone to the library after pipe bombing the cafeteria and avoided killing anyone but myself. This is very significant because with a few exceptions in order to get items needed for cutscenes, you could complete this game without murdering anyone. It doesn't force you to kill anyone to complete it. In this moment it makes the change from a tasteless game to a social statement. It was entirely up to you to experience that carnage or to change history. You the player made yourself into the monsters, and you realize this. Last the game puts your character in hell and levels the playing field. At first it would seem that this is a last ditch effort to condemn their actions, however it soon becomes apparent that at this point the game returns to glorifying their actions again. It pegs them as anti-heroes and warriors of natural selection in hell. At this point I stopping playing and watched a video of the last half hour of the game. It continues putting the characters in this light until a final cutscene where the futility of trying to explain these things takes the forefront of the games message. While this ending makes for a more challenging and compelling game, as a social and political message the story would have been better suited ending after the suicides. The slide show presented at that point makes a clear message of pain caused from everything. It's a message of responsibility for ones actions. It speaks of the pain caused by these murders and the pain caused by the bullying these kids endured. I feel like this game had a good heart. There was a good idea behind making it. However, its ethics are hazy. Do you take the stance that goodness is goodwill? Or that results speak more of an action? If you take the latter then there is a lack of moral responsibility in releasing this game before it's message is perfected in a way that cannot be misinterpreted to do harm.Tue, 04 Nov 2008 20:39:22 CSThttps://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3459&iddiary=6466https://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3459There is a delusion of grandeur and greatness in this portion of the game. The characters speak of natural selection and revolution. There is talk of how their victims deserve it and how this is an action of retribution. I find it difficult to see redeeming qualities in this. While it may be an added attempt to explain the thought process of the killers, it comes off immoral as glorifying these mass murderers. The player has in their inventory two support items. Despite the context, I can't help but find an amusement in these items, as they are clear mockeries of the media's unethical exploitation of this event. One is a Marlyn Manson CD. They make a point to note how the kid never actually listened to him, none-the-less it is included as “inspiration” to mirror the media's delusion of Columbine. It seems the intended reaction to this would be to question why the protagonist owns this if he doesn't like it, to force a realization that he didn't own the CD or find inspiration in it. It also notes lyrics of an atheist nature to imply that this is what made him a scapegoat. Doom is also included, who's only significance is that it's a “gory first person shooter.” As I play through this part of the game killing my classmates, I find myself noticing that my fellow classmates do not receive names or identities. They are defined by their clique or stereotype including what would seem a fairly offensive depiction of gays. While this would seem to be an attempt to place you into the minds of these two who see people only as the clique they belong to, it also tends to dehumanize your enemies making them easier to kill. It is a morally ambiguous if not partially immoral decision on the design. Some of my guiltiest moments where when I killed Nerdy Girls and received boxes of anti-depressants from them. While the game makes an effort to peg the “jocks” as villains making them the primary threat to your safety, these depressed girls are victims in every facet of their lives.Tue, 04 Nov 2008 20:07:14 CSThttps://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3459&iddiary=6465https://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3459Super Columbine Massacre is an RPG based on the day of the Columbine school massacre. As the name would imply there is a definite element of satire present in this game. One of the biggest things in question though is whether this satire is tasteless or morally insincere given the subject. Right off the bat, the game presents us with a mixed bag of satire. The splash page displays a surveillance photo often replayed by the media of the two killers. Meanwhile, it plays a midi of a Marlyn Manson song. The use of this song seems to be a tongue in cheek statement about the media's jump to blame that artist for this whole fiasco. At the same time the surveillance photo gives a somber feel and prevents the player from finding amusement in the song choice. I am torn on this. One one hand it seems more responsible to present the reality with the message to keep things from taking a bias tone. On the other hand, if you're trying to present a message this seems to cloud it it by throwing controversy in your face. In this first portion of the game, I was not asked to kill anyone, and it seemed an enlightening and morally responsible experience. Rather than throwing the player into the action and controversy, the game makes an earnest attempt to understand the actions of these kids. At least a better attempt in 30 minutes than the whole of five straight days of 24-hour news media coverage. While the explanation is often biased to what the creator assumes is responsible, it is never thrown at the player. Never is it stated, this is why they did it. Instead, they show the full spectrum of factors. There is much mention of the rich in Colorado assuming that perhaps there is a spark of class warfare in these actions. A great deal of focus is also placed on the one shooter's anti-depressants and their involvement in his not making it into the marines. Implying he gave up on life when he failed to reach his dream and to live up to his father's expectations. In a final moment of moral responsibility, they include the issues they're trying to defend allowing the player to assess them as well. They show the violent KMFDM lyrics and remind the player of Doom's place in the shooter's lives. All in all the first portion surprised me and proved fairly responsible from an ethical standpoint.Tue, 04 Nov 2008 18:06:34 CSThttps://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3459&iddiary=6458https://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3403My final game session began with a mission called “Drive-Thru” in which the main characters go to eat at a fast food joint only to catch a rival gang's car on their way to your neighborhood to presumably kill some of your fellow gang members. You are then asked to follow the car and stop it before it reaches your neighborhood. Then problem is the means by which the car is stopped. In this mission the game actually presents a very crucial moral dilemma, essentially the tipping point before the game stops holding your hand and starts asking you to kill, steal, and commit a number of other acts. You see in order to stop the two gangsters from killing your own, you must drive up close to their car. While you keep within close proximity, the passengers in your car shoot at the rival Ballers vehicle and eventually kill them. The dilemma is an excellent mirror of the common train problem. On one track is two men who wish harm upon your friends, on another are one, maybe two, if you're especially unlucky maybe four or five of your friends. Your switch is your proximity to their car. If you peruse them you are essentially choosing to end their lives. Which is an important statement. Choosing to end their lives. You are not killing them yourself. At no point in this mission do you handle a gun. At no point in this mission do you even need to make contact with their car and run them off the road. You are simply following them. Tailgating if you will, which at face value registers as nothing more than a nuisance far from an ethical violation. However this simple act carries with it the baggage of knowing that in doing so you will be leading to their death. You can say you have no control over what happens when you get there that your passengers decided to kill these men not you. But the fact remains, they told you they were going to shoot them when you got close enough. You know fully what will happen they will be killed. On top of this is the fact that if you do not pursue them, your friends will most likely be killed. However there is still that chance that no one will be outside when they attempt their drive-by, or perhaps that they are just passing through as you often pass through their neighborhoods on your way to missions. They could just be there to write graffiti just as you go to their neighborhoods to do the same. There are a number of variables that are uncertain. It is simply assumed that they are here for a drive-by shooting. If you take it for what it is and believe they will kill your friends your decision is still not over. It is an often accepted rule that, one persons ends cannot be another's means. That you should not kill one to save another. So you must decide are you killing them by knowing they will be killed based on your actions? Then determine if they need to be killed or if this might be a misunderstanding, and last if you must kill them, who will benefit and how much? It is all very complicated. To aid in your dilemma that occurs in the mind in a split second as you decide to hit X (the gas pedal) or not. The game does a number of things to try to make the decision for you. Whether thats the right one or not is up to you. First and foremost as with most morally questionable things in this and the following missions including three after this, “Sweet's Girl”, where you deliberately kill numerous people, you are faced with the issue of failure to complete will prevent progress. There is no morally acceptable option. You can say no, but you will not gain access to the rest of the city and you will not advance in any way. There is no moral way to climb the ladder in this game through honest means. It almost forces you to ignore morality. The other thing it does is dehumanize the murder victim. A text appears above their head the first time you meet them acknowledging them as your sworn enemy. It assures you that anyone in purple clothes wants you dead. With this the game is almost trying to give the player a false sense that its ok to kill these people because we said so.Mon, 06 Oct 2008 05:28:01 CSThttps://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3403&iddiary=6381https://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3403As I proceeded through the rest of the introductory missions, I discovered as with the first three and the opening cut scene they all still present the player as a victim. Never does the player go on the attack or do any of the things he does out of greed or human desires. They present him as an honorable guy doing what he has to for his family and friends. They are careful to ease into crime. While the player has been shot at he has not stained his hands with blood, gotten revenge, or done anything that couldn't be justified. As a matter of fact most of what he has done thus far has been running for his life, further cementing this idea that the world is against you and methodically trying to absolve you from caring about any actions taken against entities in this world. In the mission “Cleaning the Hood” the game tries to paint the main character as a moral warrior. Cleaning his neighborhood of drugs. It plays much more like a case of doing the wrong thing with the right intentions, which doesn't make it any less the wrong thing. The player goes out for some vigilante justice and assaults a number of drug dealers to unconsciousness with a baseball bat. While cleaning the world of drugs is a great cause, it would seem rather unethical to depict this as an effective way of achieving this goal. Considering while the game is careful to tell you that you are not killing these people you beat up, it fails to mention the potential brain damage and death that is likely to result from such beatings. Not to mention the prison involved. When I was arrested in the game after beating someone with a bat, I respawned outside of the police station seconds later. This taking a rather lax position to prison. A crime like this would involve charges like attempted manslaughter, assault with a deadly weapon, and would put the player in jail for some ten or more years, with good reason too. Lastly, in this game session I found myself torn on the subject of racism. Initially I assumed the way that blacks are portrayed in this game was racist. It assumed they were all gangbanging thugs or drug dealers and dressed them and wrote them in very negative stereotypes. Then something occurred to me that hadn't before. The main cast is a perfect model of NWA as they appeared on the Straight Outa Compton album and models their behavior after that of the characters in their songs. CJ is MC Ren, Ryder is a picture perfect Eazy E (replace San Andreas on his hat with Compton), and Sweet is Ice Cube. While this does not justify the game series history of racism controversy, especially in its jokes, I question how much of what many perceive as clear unethical racism are simply unrecognized parodies or in this case homages to admired recording artists.Mon, 06 Oct 2008 00:04:57 CSThttps://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3403&iddiary=6363https://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3403I returned to San Andreas this week, a game I haven't played in almost four years. As the opening cut scene enfolds the player is robbed and subsequently framed then blackmailed by a corrupt police officer. By putting the police as the main villain and antagonist early on, the game presents a world where morals are much more lax than most others. It seems to desensitize the player early on to the ethical violations they will perform later in the title, by presenting them as a victim doing what they must to get by in a mixed up, unjust game world. It hopes the player will come into the experience assuming if justice is not present, if the police are immoral, then why should I care to be? I find it worth noting however that this part of the script is not without its merit. It is important to acknowledge that as much as this is just a rip off of movies like Training Day and as much harm as it may do to the players moral compass within the game world, it does make a fantastic attempt at educating the player to the reality of police corruption in areas of poverty. The fact is that this was often the case in Los Angeles during this time period especially amongst the then infamous Rampart CRASH unit. As a person who very familiar with the injustice and mistreatment of corrupt police, I feel that this is an incredibly brave move risking the controversy that may result from taking a clear moral stand on this issue and including it in a product consumed by millions of people.Sun, 05 Oct 2008 23:25:29 CSThttps://www.gamelog.cl/logs/LogPage.php?Log_Id=3403&iddiary=6358